Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Is it possible to be both excited and utterly terrified about going on a 4 day trip to a new city with a guy you've been dating for almost 4 months? I think it is...cause that's exactly how I'm feeling right now on the verge of leaving for Myrtle Beach, SC on Friday morning.

We need to have a couple of major discussions this weekend pertaining to our relationship. There's a certain topic that's been weighing heavily on my heart the last month or so and I need to get it out into the open. I'm nervous about how he'll react, whether he'll close up or be willing to talk about it and make the necessary changes. The discussion needs to happen for my own well-being, to quiet the neurotic voices in my head that won't shut the hell up. Until it does, though, I'm nervous.

By the way, I'm pretty sure it's impossible to find pretty things to wear to bed if you weigh more than 100 pounds. I tried looking for some new PJs that are slightly more attractive than my old tshirts and sweatpants, but everything I tried made me feel horrible about myself. Any suggestions on where to find such things? I've tried Victoria's Secret, the Gap, Macy's...

Sigh.

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